Sassyjan

I was just surfing around my flickr looking at old pics and comments
when I saw this pic taken in June ‘07, that tickled me pink.
Where did all that cute-ness and carefree nonsensical-ness go har?
Amidst work and growing up, I think they got lost somewhere along the way…

jan comes out to play!
I gave this to Maby the day before he left for the trip.
A funny note pad I got from Topshop the other day (for the heck of it).

I passed it to him and lie down next to him, asking demanding for a hug.
He looked and… ‘You’re already a 7, […]

sometimes i feel like he seems so faraway.
many times i feel unappreciated.
and too often i find my words unheard.
suddenly, it doesn’t feel like it’s because we’re just comfortable with each other.
suddenly i feels like i’m slowly fading into the background.
suddenly i can’t find the voice to cry out.
i close my eyes to shut out the […]

i am mildly depressed.
the once-upon-a-time too loose pants which I bought only because it was on sale,
is now waaay too fitting for me-whom-had-been-trying-to-lose-weight-since-forever.
Camel-toe is threatening to peek out. *face in palm*
And then Maby’s niece from Aussie tagged my picture on facebook.
A pic I took with her when she visited 19 months ago. wearing a cream […]

Got some enquiries from people regarding wanting to share shipping.
Was not keen initially coz my 2 weeks ‘grace period’ for consolidating items was nearly over.
However, 1 out of my 22 items is ‘missing’ or rather, VERY late.
And therefore I would have to do a 2nd shipment in separately.
So er… those who wanted to share the […]

Sometimes I wonder do people actually fully heal from hurt.
How do one forget the hurtful words/actions and bring ourselves to pick up the pieces?

Is the solution - More love?

Yesterday Jeffrey ask me how ever can I spend the ENTIRE day infront of the com.
What exactly do I surf for, what exactly is there to read… for so damn long.
It got me thinking for awhile, then I closed my browser, reopened it,
and tab-browsed into all my regular sites while telling him exactly what I […]